Tonight when I was tucking Ezra in and praying with her she asked if she had any freckles on her face...I pointed to two. Her face lit up and said "well that means Im getting bigger", I said, "well don't get TOO big" she said "why?" I said, "because you used to be my baby" to which she replied "well mama, I'll still be your baby even when I'm big" that just brought a smile to my heart and tears to my eyes. Ezra you are growing up faster than I ever thought. I miss that little baby that we were but I'm so proud of the wonderful little girl that you are now and becoming. Especially now, when I see Isla wearing the tiny little sleepers and outfits you wore when you were a newborn. When did you grow up? Just yesterday I was rocking you in my arms...telling you that you were my perfect little angel, and thinking that we'd never argue or fight and how I thought that you were too sweet for me to ever yell at (boy was I wrong about the yelling part!) Even though I can be a "mean mommy" just the other day you told me how much you loved me and that you thought I was the best momma ever!!!




Yesterday Mommy & Daddy to you to your new school...your "Welcome to Kindergarten" Meeting. You loved it! Watching you walk around the school, surrounded by your soon to be fellow classmates and teachers was surreal. I didn't think this day would come so soon. I'm so excited for you, because I know how excited you are to start this new adventure...but I'm sad & scared too! I'm crying as I write this sweetie. I don't know why I'm so emotional about this. Maybe it's because my first baby isn't a baby anymore...you're growing up! I wonder if it will be as hard for you as it will be for mommy on your first day of school? You've never been away from me for a whole day...I've had the awesome and amazing privilege of being a stay at home mom to you for 4 years...you are mine and daddy's and for the first time we will be sending you off. I know, I know, it's only 2 days a week and it's not for another 83 days (but who's counting?) I'm gonna miss you sweetie!!! Really I am! Well sweetie, I should end this sappy and depressing post...take a break from all these tears. I love you, I'm proud of you and I love seeing the girl that you are becoming...mommy and daddy couldn't be prouder or who you are and we are very excited to see what God has is store for you!!!
Lots of love, lots of prayers...
your momma xoxo
